laziness

hello folks!!after many days..haha now also itz 11 at nite n im so tired but i duno y i feel like i shd blog 2dae..so here i m..2dae wen 4 training at werk den wen out wit sis n frends..was lovely..tml got seminar to attend..as usual dun feel like goin coz of how ive been feelin past few daes..but haf to after tat coming home dunwan go 4 openin of exhibition haha lazy..thurz got xam sharkks!!past few daes have been different..been seein only 1 face n lost in only 1 tot..blushes..i tink e waits gona b long but no complaints only 1 request to god give me strength gona sleep in awile n thank god can get up late tml hehe but stil..uno i tink i shd b crowned laziest person on earth haha k wil be back tml..coz thrs never enough to write abt my life jesus!have mercy haha gudnite every1 sleep tite

open invitation

welcome to yet another blog of mine,devina's blog.well well uno ive been gettin a lota comments about my blog n i only have one ting to say..itz MY blog!haha anywayz itz sun 2dae e day i was born n no im nt a lazy bum!;)..got up early did sum odds n ends dunwana go anywhr 2dae as nx wk's gona b a v hectic wit so many seminars,,projects,chalets..dun haf any othr time for anytin else n uno im so happy for tat..i dun haf anytin in my life but im v contented wit myself..as the date is approachin im gettin more n more tensed wit e projects n results aftr..
uno the sensation you get after you've wolfed down a fast food meal-regret, heartburn,squeam n lethargy?i juz feel like preventin tat feeling n applyin it to everytin else,less tangible, areas of life..haiz im goin to come to a decision soon..an open invitation..sshh for now aite wil b back soon have a gud day every1!!:)

frustrated!!

argh!!im so angry wit myself!!did such a silly ting again sighs..but i hope everytins well..today gt up at 6am started studyin after sch wen meet a frend whos leavin 4 australia on sun for 2 years so wen to say goodbye..weeps..i realy njoyed my time n gr8 pics dear..after tat came home changed wen c salaam-e-ishq..it was nice..n im sooo tired rite now..gona sleep soon cu all tml folks gudnitez!!

12th june

wella everybody!!today was supposingly suppose to be an xcitin action filled day but in the end didnt do much..some people are juz so good for notin make plans n den back out..1st my cuz den s..it was e last chance 2day uno..hmpp but in the end i wen to paya lebar to see a..nt bad..well n he said i didnt lose my vibes too haha..ill juz wait for the 12th of june..I hope my world wil change den ill plan a surprise on the 15th n my bdae!!hehe im soo xcited but nobody understands..tml got lotz to do..sat also..p.s.but id like to apologize if any1 finds my blog too interestin n cant make out e names haha i tink tat shd be confidential..winkz..had graphic design class 2dae!!omg!!dun ask..k la wil b back tomoro ciaocinciao every1!!muackz..

ephemerality

Im backkk!!but today im down wit abita flu n cough haiz i wan to go airport today n get tat book ive set my eyes on for so long now but a is such an loser anyway cant wait for e 1st of feb so many tings gona happen..my mum's bdae,faz bdae,divyas bdae,thaipusam wich ill def c tiz year too,xam..haha so many tings to do n so lil time y is it always like tat?but seriously folks if i could turn the clock back i would definately..im missing medan alot today..e deli plaza,wana eat dunkin dougnutz,swing tat swing,buy aero clothes..sighs..anywayz gona get studyin in awile tml is thurz 'e dae' s leaving i guess itz ok tink he wasnt serious afteral..but wat about tat ring nw??argh ok coming back to my title for today..ephemerality..i tink its so true..i mean nothing last..not relationships,not trust k well tat besides e point i believe tat we should not trust any1..haha ,not school nothing..i tink promises r a waste of saliva n time..it is definately e saddest truth of life...

51

day's greetings everyone!!didnt blog again for days hmm i didnt even have time check my mails !i hate it wen i dont have time for myself uno..my past few days been so hectic school work sch werk now on im going rest hehe i hate travelling far places uno..but yest i saw places i never saw b4 in s'pore i never knew tat there was a central here too wow tot only in bangkok..i saw e river boat ride n lotz..beautiful:) otherwise..i have quieten down nwadaes i admit tat n will remain like tiz dunwan get involve with al e silly behaviour of people/my frends..tml im juz gona study nt gona go anywhere thank god but got a lot of seminars to attend ono but alrite alrite for credits haha everytins juz going on lifes boring but i love it k wil be back tml sweetdreams!

disheartened

namaste folks!k k juz tryin to add a lil indian flavour hehe yest i watched the movie apocalypto omg!it was horrifying!not coz it was frightening no!bcoz it was so...long n everytin was wrng haha frm 5.50-8.15pm folks can u imagine such a long english movie??tot it was only bollywood..laughs..it was an m18 film wit so much gore i tink too much!!quite a lota crowd but my god y did I watch it??anywayz im quite disheartened today i nearly closed my blog..msn really soon i changed almost everyting today..did a silly ting today..slapped myself ald for tat haiz mrn's plan didnt werk out but heck HA i juz felt tat my blog shouldnt be here anymore..i dono..i dun have any1!e person who wrote e song lonely im so lonely's prob for me..haha..nvm i dun need any1 aso dunwan eat anytin today..gona fast hmpp tml got sch den werk bz bz week but itz k all for my future so wil werk hard:)aites shal go back to studying..juz came here for a break..fri got xam all..sighs..stay happy!!

living life

hello people of the world!im so sorry blog for not blogging for days but wat to do..nowadaes got no time;)..well tats besides e point that i have nothing to write haha right now im dead beat im sooo tired!wen out yest whole day slept only a few hours den had werk early mornin 2dae haiz met frend after n here i am now..hehe tomoro hopefully going meet r..mon school start!im soo excited finally tings are gona roll..haha uno im reali gona miss s..now let me tel u all a joke some useless person send me a comment teling me on not to talk my crap and so and so like hello?who are u to tell me man??tat person is so patheticsome people juz dont have anytin else to do uno..freaks!letz juz say if u dun have anyting sensible dont comment n waste my precious time haha anywayz shal take your leave now enjoy!!!

my lifes been a whirlpool

yest. was e 15th!do u no wat does tat mean??it was my 7th mnth anniversary but it was as if nth happened..wished s in daa nite he did too n den he told me e ting i didnt wan to hear..my yet anthr frend is leavin me n goin s is leavin next thurz for 5mths.5 long mths!i dono watz goin to happen aftr tat but ive lived so much in anticipation tat tiz is nth..2 frends migrated to m'sia den 2 to aussie,1 to nz,1 to india n so on n so on haiz last nite was very sad n bored.boredom is one emotional element tat wil never leave me!haha febs comin!e sickest mnth ever!ive decided im gona remain single n im very happy egh of shit ald time to make parents 'more'proud haha very stress abt graduation uno cant wait for everytin to b over!!nt gona do anytin todae project aso dunwan!but gota werk hard 4 nx 9daes 4 sumtin;)tml mayb meet frend..now im goin to sleep hehe nice weather nwadaes very cold esp wen i sleep wit e ac 18d atnite hmm k mayb wil blog at nite wit sumtin interestin haha adious folks!

parsimonious n me?no way i tink itz e other way round!

welcome everyone to my anthr crappy blog no no!i tink itz da best blog haha anywayz wen to meet two frends yest. was dead beat in da night wen over to d's place was nice after some time wen swimmin, sauna, jaccuzi..was a bz bz day yest n tiz mrn got up super early after sleepin at 2.30am last nite haha wen silat road gudwara for prayers n did sevva..felt nice after wich e rain again had to spoil n mood n get me lazy so slept through n there i m bloggin nw!im sooo hungry uno n so pissed of wit 'some people'.can everyone juz stop irritatin me??or is it me??argh ill go nutz wait bet my frends wil oppose here!im ald nutz e world made me so..tot wana write wat disgust me in a new blog but den realised tat i ald did tat after i wrote wat impresses me!!hahahahah yea n den where was i??hmm people say im borin!yea so??i dun need 'mates' like every1 im not as materialistic as sum people n tiz fact disturbs people but do u tink im gona change for any1??no way!!so frendz quit it!want to say i haf lotz to say..if i had my way i would juz change e world in literature but now tat we r born in tiz universe we haf to live rite folks?? ok ok tink im gettin philosophical nw so shal b back soon takecare every1 muackzz

Deep thoughts on everyday life

If you went parachuting, and your parachute doesn't open, and all your friends are watching you fall. I think it would be real funny if you pretended you were swimming in mid-air...
If you were out hiking with your friend and he gets bitten by a poisonous snake, tell him you're going to run for help and wait there for you, then walk 10 feet and pretend that you've got bitten by a poisonous snake as well and start an argument about who's going to run for help now. He'll probably start crying. But will be damn relieved when you tell him it was just a joke and you can actually run for help.
Contrary to common belief, neither the lion nor the tiger is the most dangerous animal in the world. Its a hammer head shark riding an elephant, just trampling and eating everything in sight.
Whenever I see an old lady slip and fall on the sidewalk, my first instinct is to burst out laughing. But then conscience sets in, and i think, what if i was an ant, and she fell on me. Then it wouldn't seem quite so funny would it.
When you die, and god gave you a choice between regular heaven or chocolate sundea heaven. Choose chocolate sundea heaven, it might be a trick, but if its not a trick, mmmm mm mmmmm... you're in for a treat.If you ever caught fire and don't know what to do, try to avoid looking in a mirror. I bet the sight would throw you into a real panic.

ca bella world of language

uno as each day pass i get more n more confused on how the world n e people in it function..every1 seems to be playin a game for survival n itz reali jumpin on my nerves my sis juz told me a whole new chapter n uno my determination on findin sum1 like me is juz gettin more n more..i juz cant understand how can 'some' people not no how to speak english!i mean itz an international language!n even if they do how can they spoil it??like singaporeans! u wana no wat reali impresses me come let me enlight u..hehe:
1) good english speakers (i aint self-praisin myself but i werk hard to maintain n improve n singlish is a no no for me-ask my frends if i ever say 'em)
2) well-dressed people (uno even to go to e nearest mall i wear jeans n no offence but e chins here wear shorts to orchard!itz disgustin!)
3) well-mannered people ( some people i no talk wit the folk n many incidents..itz juz so agitatin..)
my prince wil b e combination of all 3 haha mayb ill write wat disgust me tml haha..
shal go haf dina wil b back in an eyes blink cheerz everybody!

welcoming a new day..

hey there every1 of u out there..well as u can c i didnt blog yest..haiz no time n lazy haha yest. wen shopping wit my family bought lotz as usual after wich had lotz of sch werk to do..sad xam coming!n i haven start on my graphic design hmewrk k k soon..yest nite surprisingly r coled again i dono wat is r tryin to do uno but anywayz i give a heck haha was down yest..felt very lonely even though i had people around me..my family..frends..but stil i feel tiz loneliness duno wen wil it b filled..all my frends 1 by 1 goin overseas..i tink itz time i go too..haha far far away where its juz me, e grass, e sky n in it god.i feel like piercing back my nose..wat do ya tink?e 1st time did a mistake takin it out but nw i feel i dunwana wait til my weddin haha wich is 'i dono wen'..my life is borin n not aso haha heard of tat??crap..skippin lunch 2dae aso all for e surprise..hmm its 12.30pm nw n im gona haf to start on my werk soon again..so mayb wil b back 2nite or tml so adious every1 haf a wonderful day ahead:)

hmm..

hey there..todae i got up pretty early..wen to c wazap at werk..gosh nth!it was a waste of time 2dae..but got hme pretty early too by 1..after wich was so tired tat i slept most of e day hehe hey!i get sleep difficultly k rested through e day..pulled a muscle in my calf.. tomoro i dun plan to do anytin but im sure my frends wil ask to go out..as usual..but...hehe well my lifes stil abit empty ..uno i dono u i get irritated very fast but i feel i m rite in my view as in they haf done stuff to irritate my but watz justifyable anymore?wil go crazy tinkin aby e way e world is workin..hahah anywayz wil b back tml sweetdreams!

im so happy today!!

namaste every1!!hehe uno im so happy todae..now u muz b wonderin y..k coz 1) e nightmare is over..did my mini surgury already now can hear gud..uno i was so nervous but it nth much thank god n 2) i met d 2dae after a long long time..we r in e same school but never meet..haiz e night was lovely..hope to c d reali soon again n 3)e last but certainly nt e least-tomoro is e 9th!finally..i dono watz goin to happen tml at werk..ill juz watch hmm uno i wan to try to promise myself never to be sick again at last i can tok to my frends 2nite wasnt able to hear 'em past 1 week haha itz 9.30pm nw..came online abit earlier todae coz if nt i wouldnt haf time latr..todae i dono y i feel light at heart yiippie aso skipped dina 2dae..arms hurt frm weight-liftin yest..haiz but was gud everytins gud i loveeee my life as usual quite long ald ah e blog so wil stop nw wil continue tml gudnite to all god darlz!!

perhaps..perhap..perhaps..

welcome every1 to my 1 n only blog!!haha today i wen to the gym..was gud xercise..but muz do much more tml wan go joggin wit frend..haiz lifes nt borin anymore..todays weather very nice..the strong wind..the darkness wich i love..yest. also..uno it was already 7.30pm n it looked like 5..unlike in bangkok down there 5 is like 8 here haha hmm i ald miz a..feel like sendin a mail but..today a few old frends msged too..it was nice..itz late at nite nw..didnt get a chance to blog in e mrn..once i enter msn tats it 8 channels open haha its nice but irritatin wana close e accnt but cant..itz my onli link to sum frends so yea..i reali miz my old frends..anways stil worried abt tomoro's appt..hope not pain..wil b able hear even a pins drop tml gosh i stil dono wat to shoot 4 4 project..argh stress stress k shal go now..gota couple of odds n ends to do..nighty night every1!!muuaaaackz;)

so confused..

my mood is spoilt..uno y?coz last nite m bro coled i mean like wtf it was my mistake i deleted e nums but itz my habit after tat m started again i hate it man y dun he get it..so many othr probs aso..time prob,date probs etc etc haiz anywayz gud day people republic haha its saturday the 6th any1 no hw to change it or not??tel me k so anywayz i hate sats nth on tv..mayb wil go out 2nite..sum1 once said it rite life is like a rollercoster wit many ups n dwns how true!haha yaya im only 19 not much appetite today aso..i love the word fit..:)cant wait for the future..hehe k wil b back tonite to blog.......
cheerz to life!

well...

itz 10.30 at nite nw..today was not so borin but it was not such a nice day..hmm i feel bad now abt ... was i too harsh??feel like turning the clock time back but if tat was possible..the world wil b havoc haha after mon ive got to do sumtin wit myself..tats it enough is enough..uno i feel i wun get e --- on mon..letz c hey uno my date ting is ok ald..hehe k wil blog in the mrn again gota col my frend nw..nitez everyone

misery n me

im on antibiotics..again!!been livin a life of a deaf for past few daes..my ears!cant hear anymore.den how i haven even become a stewardess..haiz haf to go for a mini op on mon hope its not pain..doc sae no but stil!!wen to doc finaly tiz mrn..i hate to b sick uno!!every1 always scold me y u never tc but itz nt in my hands..well hehe anywayz the dae is nearin..a new beginnin..act. itz no big deal but in comparison to my boredom now..wana talk to my frendz aso cannt cant hear much WEN WIL I B PERFECTLY FINE??but i lovee my life always got wat i wanted..hehe never regret anytin tats wat i believe :) i wana meet 'him' tml but i dono..dun haf much appetite todae..tink itz time to do sumtin tonite..heheh no no im a gud gurl but misery n me go a long way i dono watz gona hapeen tomoro,mon,on the 9..but ill wait patiently.. runnin outa wat to sae now..wil b back soon..adiaos citizens of the world!:)

rise n shine everybody!

hello hello everyone!itz a new dae wit a new sun n a new moon haha k k..uno me full of my crap itz as borin as yest..though the dae juz started..got up at 12 hahaha freedom!i lovee holiz but itz getz on nerves 2 sumtimes..after tat i cleaned my wole hse itz tip top now hehe after came check mail n den gona watch tv n tok to frends wole dae..haiz y m i so lazy!!suppose 2 go out 2dae but as usual..im too lazy if we haf to meet..we wil;) stil livin a life of a deaf haha tml goin doc..god bless god bless yest he msged again..i dono wat should i tink..i miz sch like crazy!!at least i could tel 'em watz goin on n all...miz my frendz crap haha got hmewerk but i dunwana do hehe ee i hate graphic design!he said he wil help me so itz k la k la im losin my mental stablilty againlunch is ice cold already shal leave nw but wil b back soon for sure:) ciaocinciao

Itz a borin borin day!

Hello folks, this is Devina and this is my new blog! To tel u the truth, boredom made me do tiz as it is im not tat computer savvy.. I heard that this is pretty interestin so here I m..Im on holidayz n itz sooo borin!Plz tel me wat to do!Itz the 3rd of January 2007 nice but i dun c the difference..haha Got up pretty early today..saw off sis to sch..she's so cute..Been online from morning!argh..n inside mixed feelings..n miserable coz of block ear haiz but im glad yet sad.Hmm a few daes back sum1 msged n all the memories flooded back..y!y does tiz haf 2 happen??he sounded as if he regretted..but how?haiz nvm n thrz tiz person n tat person..im so freakin glad tat m chap closed!damn tat idiot!tink wil juz let god decide n play itz game..decided not to go out anywhr 2dae as bn 4 past few daes but i'm gona pull out my hair soon!i cant even sleep bhagwan rahem karo k itz gettin long shal go haf lunch n do sumtin useful in life..haha
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