Im not liking anything

once again i nearly wen in2 depression last nite ahah im serious everyone hates me nobody loves me..aftr hearin every1's tots abt me heart pain ald..told my frend last nite but to nt much use..i feel so pressured..i have to do sumtin fast..feeling very dwn todae lonely..im so lonely..todae i m nt goin to talk to any1 n m goin to stay to myself i dunwan eat aso!egh is egh im nt a fool aso i feel like goin far far away but how!!damn my life i dono wat to do..so confused..i wan rest but parents wan me out if i dun go i feel like i shdnt b hme but..argh!how to tel u how sickening i feel now!..weeps..do i deserve tis?i ask myself but no i dun tink so.juz c wen im on ma own,tings r gona b gud..cant wait for 28june 2008 i dono y im listenin to al of 'em quietly God..k im shal go now bye blog my only support now..sighs...